David Gemmell is dead. He died a year ago and i didn't even know.
Robert Jordan is still alive.
Suddenly i noticed how whiny and irritating i sound some times.
I think i love a girl. I don't think she has any interest in a future between us.
I have doubts. What do i know about love? More about hate.
I'm working for the money not for the enjoyment of my job.
Yet is enjoyment not self-created?
Drinking alot again alone.
I am afraid i cannot fulfill my dreams during my lifetime.
I hate myself.
I think i'm self-centered. Alot of 'I's in this post eh?
There is no ice and i am drinking my liquor warm.
This post should be renamed "I..." yet this way i can lengthen the post.
Love is only a feeling, not fading away but pointless.
My parents are returning home from the 2 weeks trip to Vietnam.
I have other things to say, but they cannot see the light of day.
Starlight, i will be chasing a starlight.
For the rest of my life...
I don't know if it's worth it anymore.
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