Bastard?

Alright it's pang posting again...those 2 are lazy and slacking away.

So what's the definition of bastards? And why would anyone in the right mind call themselves bastard. Many questioned the name of this aimless blog. Well, those we know us long, long, long enough will definitely and without a doubt know that we deserve this 'title' and 'accolade' knighted upon us during secondary school days. We are proud about it.

So what define us as a bastard. Hmmm... if you know any of us as an individual, the traits of a bastard will not be obvious. Basically, we are normal guy trying to survive in this dog eat dog world. We will/may be seen as a nice, quiet and sensible individual self. However, those who know us after a period of time will guarantee notice the little traits and characteristics that mark a true bastard.
Some of them will be as follow:
-overwhelming vulgarity from SOME our mouth
-cracking lame, cold and senseless jokes (we are good at this, give us a situation and it'll become a joke among us. Just ask the uncle that serve kopi living above Siong's house)
-talking about chim terms and lingos that only we know
-laughing at someone short-coming (when we are the one that don't have any strengths)
-selfish and many a times inconsiderate
-cynical "aiyah...."
-loud
-don't give a damn about what other think of us. we are who we are
-sometimes we like to act tough when we are timid at heart
-all talk and no actions
-POOR, very poor

Yes these are what you can see. When we come together as a group, you will truely know and believe that we are a group of bastards. These characteristics will shine like a invincible aura for us. (hey but we are not ah beng, at least we know we have better dress sense and thoughts than them). Many say, girls like bad guy. Judging by the 'attached' figures, I would say that make us good guys. Erm, this particular figure is on the rise, and there is this particular example who seem pretty attractive to 'young' girls (everyone know who's Hiong). Well, situation does change just like how policeman don't wear berms now.

So if you know any of us, don't be afraid ok. At least you know we are 'not bad' and we bastards are real and have true personalites. We don't hide, you will hear what you need to hear and see what you need to see. We are not fake. Above all, many of us are true good friends which you can trust and rely on. Need some lame humour, we are in. If you want to join this particular group, sad to say. Unlikely. (:

Say cheeeese........

Hello there... ok look like this blog is getting abit plain and boring. and those we read our post may begin to feel sian after all the rants and complaints that we put up. well... so here i am to post some pics to add some colours and spice.
Here you go...

courtesy of SIONG

This photo was sent to me from the hiongiest guy in 06, SIONG! chalet at coasta sand i think many many years back. look at the pose that we striked and you know that we are still some kid trying to get a kick outta life. yeah! "SUCK IT!" that's what ed and stan say! and jun at the back trying to be friendly with his middle fingers.

hahaha! this is wat me and bryan came across at popular bookstore. yeah! it's a black mask, black hat, black clothes guy signing autograph and taking pics with his HIONG fan. obviously, all u out there know whose the 'anonymous' guy. His jokebook has been the all time best seller and meeting up with his fan is just a routine.

ok some cool wakeboard for show. doing some free advertising for Launch wakeboard. this is where me and stan have been visiting regularly to ride the wake. we are no pro but definitely getting better. Fancy a ride? do join us! Fun is guaranteed!

alright peeps...that's about all for this time. hope it's something interesting. will try to take more crap photos and upload them whenever we're free. hmmm....free?

Denial...

Do not doubt life people. It is too real to be denied of the truth, the reality and what you are actually seeing. That's why we are alive and breathing - sighing at times, taking that extra breath of air to no result.
There is no definition to life, no exact meaning in fact. When you look up that old, thick, trusty dictionary or type 'life' into the miraculous google search box, the result don't exactly answer your question. Some people just keep thinking about what life is, while some just live it. For me, for some of us, we just keep thinking. My train of thought doesn't really have a final destination, so somehow it just keep moving, keep thinking. Thinking about what? I don't exactly know either, sometimes I just hope that it run out of steam so I can just heave a breath of relief, which have no result either.
See we just don't understand why we breathe, why we sigh, why take in that precious oxygen. Life is full of so many shit, too many undesired greed. It's like a paradox, a contradiction. Something no one really can grasp, always flowing, never static but regardless of its form, we are all living it.
That's why it seem that there is no answer to everything, even simple logic like 1+1 may not equal 2(ask stan why). So, that's why I try not to put an absolute to everything, at times I speak with intention more than what I implied and only I understand the underlying meaning. No one need to understand what the other side actually mean, otherwise that will really sucks. Just live your life the way you see it, like it or not. One lifetime ain't very long, ponder too much and you will miss out what you not ponder. Regard too much and you disregard more than what you regard. Nevertheless, our train of thought is still important. It keeps you sound, mindful and sensible. Everyone only need an ending terminal.
Life is enchanted. Almost all of us are captivated, spellbound and mesmerised. We shouldn't deny, might be better this way. Disenchantment comes only when you take in your last breath.

the back of 2006

Its been a long time coming. Year 2007 has arrived, rather belatedly for this piece of blogging corner at least. Well, better late than never..so, Happy New Year~~

2006 was a milestone year, namely for the fact that I have freakin' ROD from the k-n-n-m-e-c-c-b-w-t-f-t-m-d(check the up coming dictionary v2 for explantion) SAF. Wahaha! No more being owned by muthafuckers all right. Also, 2006 has seen me earned serious cash, went to Taiwan for the first independent holiday without the parents(may it live long and prosper till they decide to go somewhere fun), earned more serious cash and buying a Xbox 360 and Samsung 19" Syncmaster 931BF. Now can you dig that, bastard?!

Year 2007 has seen some changes for me at least. Now Im jobless, having sacked myself before my previous company could sack me. I have seen such a disastrous end coming since November, when the ex boss accused me of being a major slack. I will be the first to admit that Im rather slack at times but major slack Im not. But anyway anyhow, its over and by a long time too.

Thus now Im trying to readjust to no job life, which means sleeping at 0200 and waking up at 1000, which isn't a very bad thing. At least I still wake at relatively normal hours. Daily routine includes 'wanking' my Xbox 360 and the new lcd monitor and trying to put in decent study time. Key word being trying.

So I wonder what 2007 would bring me. A new job? More retro and introspect on life? However, the definite pressing issues would be the darn studying/exams and my birthday. I think I will need a brand new being. A major overhaul of the body and the mind. Major major work and help is due in this really...'grey' area. Just ask Doris, she knows it since what...J1? Heh heh...

And zero comments on the lovelife bit. Very non-commital and very very no chance of anything happening.

Seriously.

300+...

First of all, Happy New Year to whoever read this. Yes, I know it's kinda late to send out new year greeting but better late then never.
A couple of weeks have passed and 300+ days wait 2007. Basically, bastard like me don't really have much resolution for the year but still I do have something I wish for this year.

Erm, getting a gf aint really a concern or resolution, in case some of the bastards get concern. Well anyway, life's really simple for a retard like me. I mentioned before that Friends Rock my World and Hell yeah! I just wanna be happier this year and this goes to the rest of my friends who happen (lucky or unlucky) to know this bastard call xuxian. I just wanna do the thing I like... drinking coffee, slacking, mahjong, watch soccer, play tennis, wakeboard, reading the live update jokebook(muahahaha!), feasting on eye candies, talking about eye candies and well more candies or chocoloate to eat. I hope whoever can, just make all these come true this year. Hey hey, I hope to strike 4D top prize real soon man. I bring someone luck by giving out the ticket why can't I have the luck myself. I've been a good boy karma may treat me abit better this year. *shrug.

Well, GOOD LUCK my friends and fellow bastards. Do remember to do abit for charity, Singapore Pools is always open for us!

First Post!

Well i guess i haven't been blogging much thanks to 'work' and other commitments such as Dota and wakeboarding... But here i am once again. First post of the new year...

It's finally 2007, another 5 months or so to my ORD date (not inclusive of leave and off) and i'm actually kind of scared of going back to being a civillian. No more government to pay me money to slack, no more free food free lodging but most importantly, no more government to screw me in the ass. Whee! I think i feel like almost every other NSF, "I just wasted 2 years of my time..."

But oh well, it's the new year and thus new beginnings i guess.

Thanks to the 'Post Holidays Blues' most everybody is in a lethargic mood. Couldn't even find enough people for a mahjong session. Some people don't even bother to reply, i won't mention names but it's the bastard with the winged-animal-like-nose. And going out nowadays is such a chore thanks to people having monetary problems, time problems and 360 problems. Can't blame them tho, it's all a part of life man... So i end up trying to whip myself into shape and playing dota, such lifeless boring solo activities.

Since it's a new year and i haven't fulfilled my yearly same resolution since 2003's new year, i guess this year my new year's resolution is gonna be kinda easier. This year i resolute to live a healthier lifestyle, get into better shape and become more pro at wakeboarding. So much easier than stopping my pessimistic views towards life, live happier and getting a girlfriend right?